You will have to accept, what god gives you

Today i went to joriya sahib gurudwara. The hola mohalla festival was being celebrated in the Gurudwara premises.

There i see many couple, may be not perfect couple but still they were couple. Many of the housewife like women were sitting and listening the religious teaching.
I was feeling jealous as whole people looks normal there, means everybody is there with kids and their partner. I have no partner and my son is getting only mother's love not father's love.
I asked to god, why i am alone. What was my sin. I was faithful, cooks well and never argues. Moreover i always worships you bit still i get divorced.
God smiled and replied, you are living a special life because you are a special human and strong women.only you can do thos.
I again make a question," god,  You are glorifying the my loneliness saying that i am brave. It  seems like we call a physically disabled person as specially able person. A person who don't have arm or leg , and we glorify their minus point.
God smiled and replied, " i think that you don't not understand the meaning of being handicapped. Did you want to know or experienced how handicapped people feel.
I make a quick reply, no please god, don't do it.
In short you should always accept what life gives you. More question we raise to god. Life will be more challenging.

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